Huh at last ada mood pun nak update. Thanks to Vistarina for being IT-savvy-irritating-lady asking me with my next update. It makes me realize how much my life is so much interesting to them, maybe to brightening their days or perhaps to spice up their life. What a sooo self-absurd statement.
Better me start with short intro of what the real reason me back to blog after ages i abandoned it. Anyway my very first entry kat bawah ni actually the blog for to paksa some of my friends drop by here and leave their jejak. Cause i want to be popular like i used to be 5 years back. Say my blog name and everyone knows, but the blog has been vanished due to this relationship lah. Cause i simply want my past left untraceable, dah tu jadik macam ni pulak.
What brought me here, probably like i did mention below im now single. I mean im back to a 'sigle' status FYI. Been in so-called relationship based on love semata-mata over 4 years and without i realize i changed to be somebody else, like i was spelled to be not me and for sake of to please si jahanam ehh my x-partner tuh.
Occay all my mistakes, let all these craps happen and i dont blame fate or god or life or whatever lah at all. It was clear i was moron and under control of stupidness. But well i believe bad thing happen or even good thing sekalipun pasti ada hikmah. Now im talking about hikmah.. padahal couple weeks ago i was like orang gila begging for my love to come back and treating my housemate i will bunuh diri if i betul2 been rejected. Argggghhhhh...
What a pathetic me kan? Its not easy to live without someone you love especially first love and to accept being alone by myself is something i never thought of it in my life. Yes life memang macam ni, tiap yang mula pasti ada yg akan berakhir, takkan selamanya kita akan suka pasti duka juga kan bertandang. If perpisahan is a better way for both of us then i just vow my head pray to Allah please make me strong.
Apa kena mengena tajuk i ni ngan cerita duka lara ni tah???.. sebenaq nya aku tak dak henpon sekarang jadik susah lah nak ambik gambaq ka or apa ka, Yelah la ni kan picture worths than word katanya. After all i was please by blogger when first time i logged here, they've added bunch of interesting functions. so much useful than before kan.
Better me start with short intro of what the real reason me back to blog after ages i abandoned it. Anyway my very first entry kat bawah ni actually the blog for to paksa some of my friends drop by here and leave their jejak. Cause i want to be popular like i used to be 5 years back. Say my blog name and everyone knows, but the blog has been vanished due to this relationship lah. Cause i simply want my past left untraceable, dah tu jadik macam ni pulak.
What brought me here, probably like i did mention below im now single. I mean im back to a 'sigle' status FYI. Been in so-called relationship based on love semata-mata over 4 years and without i realize i changed to be somebody else, like i was spelled to be not me and for sake of to please si jahanam ehh my x-partner tuh.
Occay all my mistakes, let all these craps happen and i dont blame fate or god or life or whatever lah at all. It was clear i was moron and under control of stupidness. But well i believe bad thing happen or even good thing sekalipun pasti ada hikmah. Now im talking about hikmah.. padahal couple weeks ago i was like orang gila begging for my love to come back and treating my housemate i will bunuh diri if i betul2 been rejected. Argggghhhhh...
What a pathetic me kan? Its not easy to live without someone you love especially first love and to accept being alone by myself is something i never thought of it in my life. Yes life memang macam ni, tiap yang mula pasti ada yg akan berakhir, takkan selamanya kita akan suka pasti duka juga kan bertandang. If perpisahan is a better way for both of us then i just vow my head pray to Allah please make me strong.
Apa kena mengena tajuk i ni ngan cerita duka lara ni tah???.. sebenaq nya aku tak dak henpon sekarang jadik susah lah nak ambik gambaq ka or apa ka, Yelah la ni kan picture worths than word katanya. After all i was please by blogger when first time i logged here, they've added bunch of interesting functions. so much useful than before kan.
3 comments:
believe that setiap yang berlaku mesti ada hikmatnya..
i faham apa yang u lalui sebab i pun pernah lalui so dont give up friend...
bukan mudah kita nk lupakn our pass apa lagi lupakn apa yg kita alami bersama org yg kita cintai..
penuh dengan pelbagai kenangan...
jgn paksa diri u lupakn dia sbb nk lupakn dia itu lah yg paling susah utk dilakukn teruskn merindui dia until u cant miss him..
jgn skali slhkn diri or sesiapa dlm hal ini sbb percayalah dugaan n cabaran yg kita tempuhi itu lah yg akn mematangkn kita lagi.
apabila kita view our pass kita akn lihat sbagai satu pengajaran dan supaya kita x akn berulang lagi kesilapan yang sama.
-sonbylan-
bro thanks.. nice kata2.. actually i malas dah nak pikir my past but it keep coming.. wat can i do..
anyway u have blog?
ya u memang xnk fikirnya tapi kenangan n the pass always datang even u harder xnk ingtkn nya...
u can't do anything,wat u can do always cari kwn-kwn luahkan pada dia org apa yg u rasai jgn selalu pendamkan kerana hanya cara itu dia dapat kurangkan tekanan yg u lalui..
kalau xda kwn luahkn pada blog asalkan tekanan itu ada tempat utk u luahkan...cara utk mengatasi jgn pendamkan perasaan yg u rasai sebab dia semakin memberi tekanan pada anda..
keep thinking about him bcoz u never 4get about him..face it..
---sonbylan---
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